| wat a tough week....................havent slept more than 5 hours .........3 classes down ...........3 to go.......i can't wait till this is over...............................but am not loooking foward to next semester...........though........looking foward to go home SOOOOOOOOOO BADDDDDD..................
Just to reflect a little.......though it has been the roughest semester......a lot less partying than any other semester of college......it's okay......i think my mentally this year is to make the most out of academics..........a relationship i had for 22 years........next semester will be my last........leaving this life.........im ganan miss it............bitter love kinda thing hahahah................^_^
next semester will be 100x worst........but finish it strong......it will leave me with an impression that i've learned a lot in college hahahha........you just never know where your limit lies..........or atleast i don't.........
soul searching does not stop here...........it will continue after graduation because i have not yet found myself....
o the joy of life..............i should just kick back and enjoy the journey......^_^.......
till then 2 culmulative exams..........and 15 page paper..............ahhhhhhhh...........--_--;;
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i bomed both my finalz......domino effect.......after the first one i was soo discouraged to study for the next one........=(.........
w/e i am done.........i don't give a fuck anymore...........i have never worked so hard in my college carreer.....and i am about to say fuck it next semester..........no more of this........i am like tutoring myself........
wat is the point of life............i feel like a robot.......no life........no entertainment..............just sooo sad......=(
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BU Box # 9210 P.O Box #6000 Binghamton, N.Y 13902
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| Your Birthdate: September 22 |
While sometimes employing unorthodox approaches, you are capable of handling large scale undertakings.
You assume great responsibility and work long and hard toward completion.
Often, especially in the early part of life, there is rigidity or stubbornness, and a tendency to repress feelings.
Idealistic, you work for the greater good with a good deal of inner strength and charisma.
An extremely capable organizer, but likely to paint with broad strokes rather than detail.
You are very aware and intuitive.
You are subject to a good deal of nervous tension.
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who wants to get me a DIGITAL CAMERA FOR MY B DAYYYYY~~~~~~~~~~~~~i need one badly............=/
New Year Resolution-
1)got to be happi
2)want a relationship that will sweep me off my feet......
3)got to take care of myself consistantly....
4)be a better person.....(most important) |
DANCE as though no one is watching you,
LOVE as though you have never been hurt before,
SING as though no one can hear you,
LIVE as though heaven is on earth.
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If you see me walking the road with someone else
It's not because I like his company
It's because you're not brave enough to walk beside me.
If you hear me talking about him all the time
It's not because he pleases me
It's because you're too deaf to hear my heartbeat.
If you feel me falling with someone new
It's not because I love him
Because you're not there to catch me fall.
If you feel lost, I too am nowhere
I too don't know where the road is going
Are we going to cross each other's path
Or just completely turn around?
Will we just let go of what we had
Or go to the place where love is bound
Don't let me walk with him
It's you I want to walk with
Don't let me talk of him
It's you I want to talk with
Don't let me fall for him
It's you I want to fall in love with
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